so this is the new year. -dc4c
such a perfect day to end the new year on. a lazy morning and delightful brunch and kisses and then thrifting on my own, discovering new things, getting rid of the old, redecorating and preparing for all the future holds. here it is, my 23rd year of life and the first new year in a while that i will be entering without someone to lean on except myself. it feels good, it feels great. i feel free. I'm going to do all that I want because this life is for me, only me and might as well since hey, it will end.
I finally feel such a deep true love for myself and it feels pretty great. I can do this, I can take care of myself, I am so capable. and it feels amazing to finally remember who I am, with or without anyone else, friends and otherwise. pbr and annies, perfect new years eve. whole living and a comfy bed in a newly decorated room. I would be quite content to just sit here and enjoy myself. I am going out to meet some friends but I probably won't be gone long, just long enough to have a kiss at midnight and a couple beers and then back to my cozy nest.
Things will be great this new year. they will be the best they've ever been. they will.
I hope you have a delightful new years eve doing whatever it is your heart desires. Really, pay attention to what it desires.
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