that's what he told me when i relayed the most recent events in my life. my reaction was "whaaaaaaaa?" you're living in thailand crazypants, you know really interesting people, THAI people! I'm just sitting here living in ohio! but then i started thinking about it and i keep thinking about it. i've been through a car fire and pulled the bag that was on fire out with my hands while jacci freaked out roadside. i've almost died in an ambulance, almost completely recovered from ptss and almost completely recovered from other things. spent years being idealistic and hopeful, lost it a bit and regained it. i survived armed robbery and put two guys in jail and rode in the back of a cop car. i've traveled on my own, with family, and with friends, and with strangers who became friends. i've written a book! i've lived on my own with an SO. i've lived through the experience of him losing his mom and us surviving it together. i've lost someone who was so close to me. i've experienced my own mother battling and surviving cancer.
wtf! is this life? is that what this is? is mine unreasonably packed with challenges and experiences or is it just how i'm looking at it now because up until this point when he said that to me i had only thought of it as my life because it's the only one i know. life is funnnnnnay
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