TUT

Dear Universe,

You've been sending me e-mails recently, well, every day for a couple months now. I feel rude because I haven't sent one back yet. Here's the thing, I'm not so sure how to contact you, there's no reply address on the email. So what I've decided to do is to just write this out and send it to the great expanse, the world wide web. The thing that really rattles me though is what if you don't get it because clearly you are not part of the world? Being larger than the world, will you get it?

Oh, conundrum. Here's what I'd like to send out to you though universe: I really appreciate the amazing people you've led me to lately and the incredible opportunities. I really really really appreciate the affirmation that writing is not a hobby for me, it is something I can really do. I love that I have a great job with great people, thanks for putting me here to get to it. And thank you for the things I think are bad too, the things that hurt and make me mad because I think I'm stronger now.

Can I ask you for a few things now? I'm going to put my desires out to you in hopes that they will happen, you know this law of attraction thing? I'd really love to live in a great apartment in a great location by myself, I really want to find something good. I know patience is a virtue, I just don't possess much of it. It's better to be honest right? A full time job would also be incredible so I can easily pay for said apartment. I know money isn't happiness but money makes things easier sometimes and right now easy would be good. Maybe help me fix my schedule? I'm panicking about it even though I know I shouldn't.

Oh well. Thanks for everything universe, you've been pretty great to me so far. Much appreciated.