I don't even know why I care, I mean, I guess I care because I feel like I care about him. I shouldn't be in this position again, hurt and crying over someone else. How do I get here, always? It must be me, since I am the least common denominator or is it greatest common factor? Either way, I'm it. I do over react. I do get crazy. But don't get my hopes up, don't make me think that I can put hopes in you, can trust in you, and then completely blow that. Don't act like I'm something more to you and then act like I'm just someone passing through your life. I am not bullshit. I am the least bullshit ever. Take me seriously. I deserve to be let in, I have earned the right to be let in.
My patience is wearing thin and I think it might be time to move on and away. I don't know what to do. My heart doesn't deserve this recklessness.
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